There is something different about the year 2013 for me. I don’t mean in that cliché way that every year is supposed to be different, or the year you finally get it together. This year, the energy just feels different.
I have spent the last five years learning and dreaming. I have learned so much from the people around me, whether they were co-workers, friends, or random people I met. The books I have read and the documentaries I have watched have also added to my knowledge.
I have spent so much time daydreaming, imagining my ideal life, filling up more notebooks than I can count with my dreams, goals and to-do lists.
But finally, I feel like DOING. I mean really doing. I know this because lately, I’ve been feeling restless. I don’t feel the urge to complain anymore as much as I feel compelled to DO something about it. I have run out of excuses. Even my constant urge to procrastinate is giving way to the inevitable doing. And that F word? Fear is still there, but it’s not as big and menacing as it used to be.
I cannot deny that a large part of this shift is the people I surround myself with, even the people I follow on Facebook! Positive energy is just breeding more positive energy. And finally, it’s sinking in!
I just pray that this feeling never goes away, and that I do whatever it takes to add fuel to the fire. Whether it’s meditating, exercising, finding a mentor or drinking green juice I am ready!